I'm I alive??

So I went to this party right...and I'm all upset about what happened to me that day, so I decide to drink...I think I had 19 drinks that night. Mostly straight vodka...and that's all I remember. I remember being in a haze, I remember my friends taking my keys, I remember saying things I didn't want to say outloud...I finally had one of those drunk experiences that they talk about on tv...extra weird. I just wish I could go home...but I don't know where my keys are...